Not a Poem
how does it feel? well it sucks.
I feel like I lost a part of myself.
but I feel like this was necessary perhaps
i’m not sure anymore.
I am a bonehead.
I have an iron will, and all of my will has always been to conquer some horrible feeling of inadequacy… I push past one spell of it and discover myself a special human being and then I get to another stage and think I’m mediocre and uninteresting… Again and again. My drive in life is from this horrible fear of being mediocre. And that’s always pushing me, pushing me. Because even thought I’ve become Somebody, I still have to prove that I’m SOME-BODY. My struggle as never ended and it probably never will.
- Madonna
how does it feel? well it sucks.
I feel like I lost a part of myself.
but I feel like this was necessary perhaps
i’m not sure anymore.
I am a bonehead.
…the inexpressible comfort of feeling safe with a person- having neither to weigh thoughts nor measure words, but pouring them all right out, just as they are, chaff and grain together; certain that a faithful hand will take and sift them, keep what is worth keeping, and then with the breath of kindness blow the rest away.
- Dinah Maria Mulock Craik (via pwylau)
Majesty [Here I Am]
delirious?
Delerious? Majesty (Here I Am)
I just deleted all of the extras. Instagram is linked to my Tumblr and I kept posting it on Instagram since it kept telling me it failed. So yeah, malfunction! HOW'S BUFFARO?
i’m not sure when you asked me this but buffaro is awesome lol i love the weather during the warmer parts of the year but i am in NYC right now. i feel like i’ve been meeting lots of OCM people recently
sometimes I wonder God hears my prayers.
maybe I just don’t know Him enough to understand His answers.